My heart is heavy

My heart is heavy today. Much is on my mind that I cannot share, or rather, that I can share, but only with a very select group of people, There is a lot of digesting and processing to be done on my part, and so far, I'm finding the going difficult to say the least. Knowing that a member of my family of choice is in trouble but must walk the path ahead of them on their own while I watch from afar is agony for me. I am praying for healing for all involved, and I pray for wisdom, compassion, and strength in the days and weeks ahead. I pray for guidance as well, so that should I be asked for advice, I am able to give it with love and without judgement.